‘Angels’, INDEED…ARE among us?

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ROSANNE!

Why did you seek this provider's help?

~Because, every ‘’Doctor”, I had seen? TOO many? ‘White men in White coats?’ ALL…Said I could NOT concieve, “it’s IMPOSSIBLE”! So I kept, I think they call it ‘doctor shopping’? lol! silly isn’t it? Until someone, after so MANY?… “you’ll never(s)”… ~someone said, “midwife?”… I had NO idea WHAT ‘that’ even was? Boy, did I do some research? I just recently got confirmation, found out? I’m actually autistic? ASD? lol “disorder”? ~’they’re’ so weird! DIFFERENT???~Neurodivergent? Neurospicy? ‘Wierd.’ JUST different? Who knew? Lol ~THIS ANGEL??? Said, {and I QUOTE} (was like a ‘song’, to my ears…musical? .…MAGICAL, FINALLY? the ‘TRUTH’!) ~”YOU WERE ‘BORN’ FOR THIS!”… & ~”YOU ARE GOING TO ‘DO’ GREAT!” …AND… BOY WAS SHE ‘correct’! I SO HOPE she reads this & remembers… I hope it ALL comes ‘FLODDING’? back to her… I’m actually kind of ‘COUNTING’ on it? She instructed me to: ‘write a instruction sheet?’ … for each of my 2 children’s births? MY WISHES, IF it COULD… go best in that direction? Safely? Due to my special needs? ~More importantly? SHE HONORED IT, like MY WISHES, MATTERED. I’m not crying you are? ~she made sure?… ‘they’ honored it as close as they could safely? Things like NO drugs, I wanted to do it ‘naturally’? I WANTED to BE there, completely: energetically, physically, spiritually, ALL of that. I wanted to ‘FEEL’ it ALL? ... NO DRUGS! “NATURAL”! I do admit I change my mind for a few seconds when I got scary lol but it didn’t last. I was so grateful. She honored it and I was there entirely present except for the naps in between contractions lol WE EVEN HAD my first’s, Video recorded? Yeah I know? FILMED? A whole group of people too? Blood relations AND the ones I ‘adopted’ too? my SOUL family? Choosen? It WAS chaos AND perfect. ~That Angel even stayed with me the entire time TWO HOURS, precisely for each… …packing my bottom with warm washcloths? so I wouldn’t rip? or rip as little as possible as she explained to us, with a towel example? Remember Rosanne? I DO! Every nano/milli…second? Time slowed? ‘Time dilation’’, IS a thing. ~because I had also, refused a episiotomy… I refused it all. AND FOR VERY GOOD… ‘OVERLY’ REASEARCHED/TRUTHS FOR ME/MY SITUATION? ~”Don’t even WASH my babies, please?” …”NO injections? ‘Poking’?” …”nothing in the eyes, don’t take them away from me…” ‘yada yada yada’? ‘difficult’? yep. ~BUT SO POWERFUL FOR ME? ~as in, MY unique experiences? NEEDS. ~Changed my life? Gave me, Strength? …to continue, surviving it ALL? Till now? And THEM? ~BESTEST ‘kids?’ EVER?!? No more I admit, ‘kids’?… at least in society‘s eyes? 1992 & 1994… ALWAYS MY KIDS THOUGH? I am hoping? ~she now recalls, How VERY ‘physically challenged’ I was? “sick” …how I LOST weight pregnant and threw UP even looking at a vehicle? Trabutaline Rx?bedrest? Discussion of tying my cervix SHUT? I think that’s the name of the drug that stops preterm labor? when cntractions are TOO early? It’s NOT a fun medication… ~How just ‘Looking at’ a car? …it didn’t even have to be ‘ON’ Running? …I VOMITED EVERYTHING UP AGAIN? -How with my first? ‘Bugge’ lmafo? ~I only was ABLE? ~to breast-feed…I think it was six weeks?… before I had dropped SO VERY low, my own body weight? …they told me, I HAD to stop. ~ I think I was pre-birthweight of like 100 pounds when I left the hospital? BOTH TIMES? It was so close… it has always been an issue of mine?… with MY health issues and ‘challenges’? ~ROSANNE? ~If you are ABLE, please contact me? … I REALLY need that MAGIC? …one more time? If I got a chance In ‘H**L’ of surviving? Those white men in white coats? Again? …ugh! do you recall, The DIFFERENCE? between the two? Birth experiences So close together also? How VERY different they ‘felt’? I believe you did? Do you know why? Hoping… TY, For EVERYTHING! D